JESUS you're all i need.
i believe you're my healer,
i believe you're more than enough for me.
i believe you're my portion,
i believe you're the one who sets me free

Thursday, November 17

that yesterday.

yesterday. yes yesterday. i was all worried for you. you left without a notice. nor did you tell me what was wrong, and the next moment you left me. and that's all i know. i cried and had sleepless nights. i ate little. i called and smsed you to check out what was wrong. yet, no one told me. and you too! that's the thing.
to be frank, qayyum i really did miss you. but somehow is fading away. so far. but it's not my fault. i don't know what the hacked happened. but i was definately much more worried for you than i am angry. anyway. you were the one who chose me, wanted me, love me, care for me and put your whole heart in to me. but i don't know what really happened.
you denied it was your friends that made the huge impact and influence towards you. i don't know. maybe you indeed needed and want to have a break for awhile. i'm left clueless and unknown. now i learnt to be strong. i learn not to break nor to fumble. i learnt to be who i am last time. the strong brave girl that you knew. well, i'm gonna be that rose amongst the thorns. i will...

11:16 AM

*NATHANIA
i am sixteen going on seventeen, baby.
there's this thing about this guy who've i got an eye for. (:
and i like the whole idea of YOU not knowing where to go,
but end up at places we love most.
with love, xx